8.5 things

8.5 things you woulda never known!

1. This is Court...she's awesome! Just had to throw that 

out there. On days when I come home exhausted, beat, and grouchy,

this girl has a homemade dinner waiting for me! Not only that

(this is disgusting) but recently on one of our adventures I got really sick

and ended up puking all over my car, this gem ran into a hotel got napkins took care 

of me and is always so adorable and sweet! I will miss you Courtney!

2. I love to ride horses! I've been lucky enough to ride

the most beautiful gray mare named Blue Jeans!

He is such a good boy, and we are in love!

3. A perfect day for me would be...Wyoming, blankets, old

movies and this one kid who I happen to adore.

4. I believe in 2nd chances!!! I am a walking, talking, breathing

second chance! Sometimes you just don't get it right the

first time! 2nd chances are for redemption and change!

5. I sleep with a stuffed koala bear in a tank top named kip! A dear friend gave

him to me when I was extremely sick and he means the world to me!

This koala got her through some hard times and for her to give it to me

was HUGE! Thanks you Kathryn!
Find Kip on FB! lol

6. I loveeeeeeee sleeping in! I for the life of me CANNOT wake up

early unless i'm on a daily schedule!

7. I HATE wearing sock! and I somehow never
wear sneakers! i'm looking right now I own

5 pairs of converse, 3 pairs of vans, 1 pair nike gangsta kicks, &

2 pairs of gym shoes. I live in a wintery climate 70% of the

year but I still hate them!

8. I hate chocolate. ok ok dislike chocolate.
I would never choose to eat a just plain chocolate haha i'd rather have
yellow laffy taffys, or gummy worms!

8.5 everyday i miss..them!

New Specs!

 New glasses! finally!!!  

I LOVE THEM!!!

I know they're pretty big and nerdy but that's 'in' right now...

uh right?!

Anyways new D&G frames that remind me of Clark Kent!

The best super hero ever! Because his only disguise between

him and superman was a pair of glasses!

Thoughts.

The last month of October was...i'm not going to lie...what seemed

to be at the time, the worst month of my life. It was just one thing

after another, something here, something there. I lost a lot but learned a lot.

I said goobye to a lot, that quite frankly I wasn't ready to part with.

But I also said hello to things of the past and to new opportunities.

(see what i mean something, here something there)

Although October is (finally) over, I carry a lot of that months events

on my shoulders and it weighs heavily in my heart.

I never get too personal on this thing because

hey first of all...I don't always know whose reading this very public

account of my life, and second i'm not a very personable person.

But today is November and the month of Gratitude and today I am

thankful for what I have and the things and good people that surround me.

Life is silly like that! Always teaching new things, its good about

turning the lemons in life into learning lessons.

Haunted and a long update!

Well Halloween was GREAT!  Here is what I wore to the one HUGE Party I went too!

Top: Dance Leotard, Tutu: Homemade (Message me for directions it seriously took $10 and about 30 minutes to make!) Tights: Victoria's Secret ;), Boots: Lulu's (last seasons)

So Friday night my Friend who is a HUGE and well known professional DJ threw a HUGE party here in town! With about 1800 people it got shut down early and was pretty crazy!

Just a small glimpse of how many people were there and you can see the nastiness in the air! But great party! my bestie DJMATTHOFFMAN killed it! :)

DJMH cchhheck him out!

There was TONS of pushing, hot, sweat and regret! lol! Luckily I pretty much had a hired security guard the whole time following me around making sure I was okay and that I wasn't getting pushed around by creeps! (Thanks LEVI!)

It was nice because I just went to support my good friend

(and of course to dress up) but not really to party and I couldn't hangout backstage

all night, so it was pretty cool to have Sam Shultz' hired security

guard tailing me all night making sure I was ok! (can you say celebrity status) lol

Here are a couple more pictures from all the Halloween Festivities.

Well, life has been pretty cray cray lately! With break ups, hook ups, horses, roommates moving in and out, being hit by a car (yes i did just say that) and family time! October left me with my hands pretty full! But I would just like to thank my perfect family and all my friends for support and love!

I've worn some pretty fun outfits lately but haven't really had the time to post them! But most of the time you can find me in sweats and an old BYU sweatshirt! (NOT PICTURE WORTHY) lol but like I always promise i'll try to post more! :) Just wanna make a quick shout out to my  fellow bloggers I miss you guys and still read you all everyday!

Like a sunny side up egg, life is looking up! I'm happy that October (and hopefully all the drama) is over! I donno why Greenday made a song 'Wake me up when September ends' when October really is the crappiest month ever! November, I expect lots of pumpkin treats, long walks and tons of time to sit around in gratitude for what God's given me!! :)

love to you all! Talk to you soon!

Please email @ marcalcara@gmail.com my comment boxes aren't working!

Falling

I am so ready for fall...

but it's still 80' where i'm at! But who am I to complain?

Details: Dress: Zac Posen for Target, Blazer: F21, Sandals: Old Navy

Bracelets: ae, made by me.

So...what's on my mind right now? Well...I'll tell ya!

1. I am so full right now...I just ate the best spinach cheese raviolis...yum!

2. I need a dessert type food...yes I just said I am full

but something sweet would be nice

3. Homework stinks!

4. Wedding plans are coming along nicely...slowly but nicely.

5. Is it December 29th yet?

6. I miss him! :( I sincerely cannot wait until Thanksgiving

7. I miss my fam!

8. I can't wait to hangout with Andi tonight!!!

9. My brother is the best ever!

10. College is almost overrrrrr for me!!

11. Now...who wants to go shopping? (JK Dad, i'm saving money) lol

Him

Details: Skinny Jeans: H&M, Sweater: H&M, Woven: Unknown,

Shoes: Vans (gift from yours truly! ;), Tie: Little Black Tie

Who knew dressing him would be so fun!?

Although he's 10000000000 x 1000000 miles away right now

we still have fun and are still making it work!

Here's Josh's Official blog debut

and to quote him on the topic of his debut he said...

"I just gotta show off what my sugar mama gave me..."

cute right!?

<3



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